5 Redundant Things I Do Before A Webcam Show

   Before one decides to broadcast themselves there are certain elements that are critical to a successful night. Such as: lighting, camera angle, clean space... and so one. However, here is a list of rituals I complete before I go online that really no one would notice if I didn't do them.


1) Brush My Teeth

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  Don't get me wrong, brushing your teeth is very important besides your breath smelling good. However, what I mean is I will brush my teeth at night and then five minuets before my show brush my teeth, again. In my head I think, "Brush my teeth for the night" and "Brushing my teeth for my web show" are two different things.

2) Deodorant

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Not only do I have a habit of putting on deodorant before my web shows but during as well. There is some weird comfort about smelling good even if no one else knows. 

3) Lotion My Skin For Softness 

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I put on lotion for the health of my skin but I also put on lotion for the softness as well. Which no one else would notice but me because I am the only one touching myself. 

4) Pick Up My Room

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My room is already fairly clean, if I had a random guest over I would not feel embarrassed. However, there is a big difference between picked up but lived in and clean up and approved for guest. So, I actually wipe down surfaces, sweep my floors... but my camera is only focused on my bed. There is no point for me to clean areas that no one will see... yet I do it. 

5) Wash My Blankets and Sheets Before and After|

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I wash my bedding once a week but on the day I know I am going to do a webcam show I will throw my bedding in the washer and as they are in the dryer I will take a shower. Then I will make the bed and get ready. After my show I will throw them in the washer again and wait until they are in the dryer before I get a small sheet and blanket to sleep with.



So? Thoughts? Am I alone? Are these rituals really redundant or do you agree webcam girls should do this? 

Only Just Begun...

Confession Blog: Bondage

 I love consensual bondage, both functional and decorative.  I love when it's being tied on me and the feel of the rope against my skin like a lovers touch. I can get aroused  from the dragging of the rope. I also love the look on the persons face while being tied. Focused and full of pleasure. I feel like a canvas that needs painting. 

  Functional rope is fun on so many different levels. But decorative is my favorite, shibari is so pretty and leaves such pretty marks.  Suspension is another type of bondage that I like. The endorphins released through the process of rope  suspension is like none other. 

  Being in rope I feel safe. And after the rope is off I love all the little rope marks and burns that the rope leaves. Like little reminders of the fun I had and the fun that will come from the next time. 

Tied With You 

Wrapped so tight like a lover's embrace
So secure and safe in this place
I love your pretty little marks
That I know you'll cause from the start
Around my limbs, entangled we get
I love how against my skin you fit
Rope, to me you are a lover and a friend
I cannot wait until I am tied up with you again

suspension rigger: sadisticjackal

Rope marks by: sadisticjackal

Rigger-  sadisticjackal

Photographer and rigger: NS~Dark 

My Journey of Anal: 1st Anal Attempt Video

  Anal is one of those things, you either love it or you hate it. I don't know very many people (if any) who have experienced anal to be on the fence about it. Me? From what little I have experienced on anal, I love it.

 But (especially if you are new to

anal) I believe you should only experiment anal with others whom know what they are doing. Which is what I believe has been my problem. Anal isn't like an icy pool you can just jump in and get use to it. (Those that have... I'm jealous). 

  So, when Wild Phoenix productions (twitter @WPXXXStudio) mentioned I was doing an anal "attempt" video, my thoughts were "ok, this is going to be a 'epic fail anal attempt' or a success" , either way I was both excited and nervous.

  First thing first, he made sure I was calm and relaxed. I loved the slow built up, to adjust me to take more. One big thing I noticed, as well, is he went so slow that I didn't even know I was taking as much of the toys that I was. I think the experience (and video) was all in all a success. I'm super excited to try more videos similar to this or even involving anal play. My goal is to make my first actual anal video for my fans.